໑ I THINK IM GOING THROUGH SOMETHING BECAUSE I NEED TO SPEND MONEY

??/03/25 (sheezy journal archive)

Its been a shitty week for a lot of reasons :/ havent been doing much but scrolling TH and favoriting comm posts. A lot of them. Like a lot. Im typically terrified of spending money on stuff like that so this sure is a switch up. I feel bad for spending money but also i dont feel ive spent enough to justify feeling bad and that is making me want to spend more!!, idk whats happening. Lobotomy time! At least im spending it supporting other artists i tell myself. Yeah. Im gonna go spend more money i think.