໑ THE MINIMUM GRADE FOR THE UNI I WANT TO GO TO WENT UP AGAIN. SHIT

??/03/25 (sheezy journal archive)

Bro it was 5 when i first saw it. Its nearly a 10 now. What if i killed myself. What if i killed myself. What if i killed myself. I mean its fine. Ive heard ppl say the yk. University entrance exam isnt that hard. My errrrrrerrrrrrr average note in sixth form is. Ok i think. Like 8-9 as is. Many of the subjects im taking rn will actually add to the note so! Fuck! It should be fine i hope so i guess i just need to lock in harder ahah (shitting myself). (Hard). I guess i can always just. Go check out the other uni that has stayed at a 5 lmfao. But it’s farther away. Also I literally just came home from a trip to check out the student residence i will b staying at if i get into the first uni. Like WHAT. Fuck. My. Life. If i dont get in im shooting myself. Its fine it’ll probably b fine ill have to talk to my teachers to see how hard it is ahahahahahahah. Fuck. FUCK.