໑ 1 YEAR ON SHEEZY + LIFE UPDATE

??/04/25 (sheezy journal archive)

Yeahhh!! One year on sheezy dot gov!!!,!!!!!! Ive been MIA kinda- only started uploading stuff from the backlog like… 3-4 days ago? Idk as mentioned im feeling kinda off just like in general. I wouldn’t say bad but its different. Same shit odd feels ykwim?

Tomodachi life 2 got announced…. That was huge for me (obsessed with tomodachi life). Sum p huge announcements overall. Including the humongous price tag on switch 2 games. Thank god i made the decision to not buy it as soon as it got announced lolol. I barely use my switch 1 as is. Tomodachi life two will the first game i buy for it in like. 3 years atp.

Im almost done with my school year and off to uni. Idk maybe that has to do with the odd feels. Cant help but feel let down? In a weird way? Ive had a blast but the environment with my classmates attitudes (no hate i love them all) definitely got in the way of what teachers could teach us. The entrance exam is in a month and i feel i havent learned shit all year. Like im just soo underprepared I’m scared!!! I haven’t been able to get that feeling off of my gut yk. If i dont get into my desired uni i honestly dont even have a plan 2 like. At all.
Ofc theres more recent events that have been hitting me odd. Like shit that i gotta take time to genuinely grieve. Im not gonna get into that bc its honestly fine. Was bound to happen sooner or later which i felt was more depressing than the extremely predictable resolution

Its easter i guess? And ive been home most of it. Played content warning with some friends yesterday and it was really fun… i was gonna go to a friends bday but she was pissing me off ugh im not even sure how to explain it but tl;dr i decided not to go and im not sure if i regret it or not. Were on good terms. I dont think she even knows i got mad at her lol. I am going out to party tmrw anyways so!!! Woo!!!

Ive been focusing on stuff I cant rly post on sheezy. Animations n coding stuff… (finally making progress on my neocities again!) some writing too but i dont rly see the point of uploading ts here. A month ago or so i began transcribing an old tape of my dad’s i found where he interviewed his grand uncle? Idk what the name is in english. Point is that guy fought in the spanish civil war on the side of people’s milicias and it was rad as fuck to hear his stories. Also a great chance to bond with my aunt over it- she helped me a ton lolol. She gave me this dude’s number who supposedly can fix my walkman and discman (we were using a tape recorder to play the tape which wasnt ideal) and i texted him but he hasnt answered soo I’ll probably have to call him up.

Im in the process of changing my legal name (finally) and starting hormones so thats also cool. Will probably have all that sorted out before i move out which is hype. Le shrug. Just felt like rambling