໑ BORING LIFE TALK (ITS THE LITTLE THINGS THAT COUNT)

29/08/25

Ive been bored as hell these past few weeks. I did go to a party on uhhhh the 18th? it was the fair of the city ive been studying at p much my whole life up to this point lol. way bigger than my town's. i didnt get on any rides as usual bc im a pussy but we stayed where the djs were. that town's fair is nice bc they dont hire a specific dj like my town does, but ppl just. bring their cars with those huge sound systems ppl put in em and play whatever music so u can just choose which one u fw more at any given moment and move around. There's this one guy that always exclusively plays EDM and its great. we stayed near a different car most of the time but we did go there a few times and my legs were sore for 2 days from all the jumping lmao. I was with my cousins and their friends (Capi and J). near the car we stayed up i came across some old acquaintances from like a year ago or so when i was still in the 1rst year of 8th form and they were in the 2nd lol. so we hung out with them a lot of the time. then my classmates came along and ehhh. i didnt hang out with them as much as i wouldve liked to bc they were with a bunch of ppl i didnt rly know but one of them, S, is always up to dance so she came along when we went to the EDM car lol. it was the highlight of the night.

It was kinda weird at times bc my acquaintances r still friends with my Commie. I cant remember if ive talked abt it or not but tl;dr yeah we dont talk at all anymore she cut me off over some petty bullshit that isnt worth talking abt lol. I didnt care if she was there or not but clearly she minded my presence bc at one point of the night we went to a kiddie park and she was already there and as soon as she saw me she walked off lmfao. Im rly not sure what her damage is atp but like blehhh who gaf. I just stayed with the ppl there and chatted.

it wasnt an eventful night at all lol but it was chill. a nice contrast to the insanity that was my town's fair on saturday. i think it was the next day when a friend i havent rly talked to in forever (lets call her O) messaged me bc she saw an IG story one of the ppl i was hanging out with posted of us at the fair. turns out she had gone too but i didnt see her at all bc she was near the bumper cars and we didnt step foot in there at all lol. I told her abt the thing with my Commie and how weird she was being and she told me that she also found it weird bc she supposedly doesnt have anything against me. lol, if thats the case she sure doesnt act like it. again idfk what her issue is considering she was the one who cut me off. is she mad that i didnt immediatly accept being her friend again once she reached out to me after 6 months of no contact? shes so odd.

More family came over...... we went to my aunt's country side home and i played roblox with my cousin lmao. check out these drawings ppl made of my avatar in that one game. i just need somewhere to share them. one of these was drawn by my cousin. you have to guess which. ALSO if any of you even mention anything abt my roblox username in yr mind i WILL blow u up with my ultra evil device ok i was 10 when i made my account let a man be

My cousin (a third secret cousin that isnt one of the two i usually hang with. i really need to give them separate names uhh ok Soda and T. T is the one i played roblox with. Soda is the other one. this cousin isnt either of them) had a kid like 3 years back and hes a rapscallion. he scares me so bad. he has so much energy. he is a danger to himself and others. We went to the local public pool and i brought a magnet set for him to toy around with. bro put them all in an L shaped stack and began pretending it was a shotgun and rambling abt killing birds. "bad birds", he clarified when my hippie dippie mom (affectionate) told him that he shouldnt be shooting birds. damn!(said like that one video of that one bird)

Ive been stuck at home a lot this summer bc all my cousins have been on vacation for extended periods of time and we rarely hang out if its not the three of us. cant complain, im leaving myself this sunday. the most recent time we hung out in town was uhhhhhhh maybe this tuesday? maybe wednesday? Soda came back from visiting his fwb lol and we took a family dinner as the perfect opportunity to eat out for free (the adults paid lol get rekt) and then leave off to do our own thing. T's sister came along too. it was chill. but ive also noticed how little of a relationship i have with her compared to her brother and Soda. i dont think she ever rly liked me as a kid but wtvr shes like 20 now shes over it. we talk abt uni bc im starting in uhhh half a month which feels crazy to say. time goes by and i cant say ive rly done any of the things i wanted to do this summer. its chill. im not in a rush

ive been thinking of taking some time away from doing comms and art for other ppl. i kinda want to focus on my personal style and my characters and make all the shit i wanna make and have been putting off. i was already planning on raising my prices once uni started. i think i might only open comms occassionally rather than keep them indefinetly open as i have been. i also want to try and get back into making adopts and maybe ychs. theres this one batch of designs ive been working on since like march and that i still havent finished. so idk. maybe i will

BTW CRYSTALS WON ART FIGHT???? ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME???? IVE BEEN ON ART FIGHT FOR 6 YEARS AND HAVE NEVER WON. THIS YEAR I FINALLY FELT FOSSILS STOOD A CHANCE (specially compared to how seafoam got trampled by stardust the previous year) BUT NOOOOOOOOOO. sigh. kicks rock.

wtvr... one thing that i did get to do that i had been meaning to was move away from gmail. the plan is to de-google completely but i need to wait for that to happen bc i havent been able to change all the services i was signed up for to my new address(es). mainly the most pressing legal stuff like bank and schooling bc im still a minor (eyeroll. i fucking hate being born in october) and also whoever manages student info in my uni is on vacation lol so ill have to wait. ive been liking the change though.

This does mean that i plan on deleting my YT. its for the better bc the platform is dogshit anyways. Ive moved to Bitview for my shorter animation memes that i cant rly post on NG and Glomble for vlogging bc they allow for videos up to 2 hours long (vs bitview's 15 min) which is great for my talkative ass

Ive also been messing around with launchers for my phone. Im using octopi launcher atm but i kinda wanna switch to nova bc they have that thing where u can easily set up any random image as an apps icon iirc. however i also recall that its not rly being maintained anymore?? + im scared that ill loose all the kustom widgets ive already made if i make the switch now. im not too sold on the idea of paying for the ability to import widgets so im not sure i wanna risk it. wtvr. here they are for now

the colors r very washed out here. just know this thing is obscenely orange.

ive been chatting with online friends a lot and its been rly nice lalala. we played peak and stuff... we dug through old servers and suffered together... sweet bonding moments...

idk when ill update this blog again. maybe once i come back frm vacation or like. move out. idk wow its kinda just hitting me how quick summer went by. damn!