໑ WHERE I AM, WHERE IVE BEEN, WHERE I WILL BE
08/06/26
Cheers every body. Sorry its been three months and all my images on my gallery continue to be broken. Good news for you though, I'm done with college!! I've failed two of my classes and will need to retake them next year but atp i don't even care. If anyone is curious it was like architectural drawing and painting fundamentals. I've finished all my final projects well enough, asides from the ones from painting fundamentals. I'm excited to be able to share the animaton i made, but i will likely need to censor EVERYTHING for this site unless i want to doxx myself. Its abt the history and resurgence of fascism in my area :P
Other than stressing out abt finals I've gotten marginally more involved in the local scene which sucks bc I've had to move back to my hometown early. Hopefully I'll be able to do more stuff when i move out again in september. I'll be moving to my own apartment which im excited for. I like chores and I think it'll help me make the most out of the free time I'll have, compared to this year where I've been mostly moping around in my dorm. I want to make more zines to trade and sell at the two zinefests that are semi-local to me, and i want to maybe make some fandom merch to sell at markets and conventions, but I'm not sure if i will. I'm not much of a fandom guy myself and it feels weird to make merch of stuff i like, but don't care much for. Also i will definitely have to use vograce or one of those sites to get items produced and keep costs down. I don't like having to think in that way, it makes me feel like a businessman.
Then again, there's the question of if I'll even be able to get much done at all. I'm probably gonna get top surgery sometime this week. Got the pre-surgery tests done today + my t-shot. Doctors looove putting needles in me. It was a surprise to me because they initially told me there was a year-long waitlist, which i was fine with, but they called last week to tell me i should get tests done ASAP lol. So i had to speedrun moving out of my dorms and here i am now, back in my hometown. I'm kinda pissed off about it being so sudden. I would've liked to get in shape before surgery but i have not. I'm not sure recovery will be fun when i haven't done any serious exercise in six years. Theres also so many things i wanted to do this month! Mainly chill and get high in my room BUT ALSO i had bought tickets to a concert which are EXPENSIVE and NON-REFUNDABLE and now i probably wont b able to go bc surgery. and theres probably more stuff im blanking on rn... it just seems that every week of this month there's *something* cool going on and I'm going to miss it!!
Hopefully being stuck in bed while i recover means I'll have nothing better to do but to spend time at my puter. I hope to be able to pick up steam with this site again and work on the other vaguely-online stuff I'd like to do and make. I kinda want to redesign this site. I think it's layout is kinda dull and uninteresting. I want to cram more shit into every page and make it feel like a maze. I've also been meaning to make a separate blog for irls to keep up with, so maybe ill get to that soon. Other than that ive been lwky kinda chronically offline outside of toyhouse and discord.
one thing ive done which i wanted to do for a while was switch to /e/OS on my phone. I looked into flashing a rom onto my previous phone but there were no official roms for my model and i couldnt wrap my head around flashing roms without an installer (+ i was terrified of bricking my phone), so i found and bought a Redmi Note 10 pro with /e/ pre-installed for 85bucks. Ive been liking it so far, even though the pre-installed launcher it comes with is total dogshit LOL. maybe ill ramble more abt it some other timeAnyways, yea! Hope to be able to get active again soon. big changes coming to the voidpain nation....