໑ FIRST BLOG POST OF 2026
12/01/2026
well. its been almost exactly 3 months since my last entry. 3 months since i moved out!! its been ok. im living at whats essentially like. student dorms. Ive got a room to myself and eat in the cafeteria (in exchange for a pretty penny monthly) so its p comfortable. Ive managed to make some good acquaintances both in the dorm complex (wtf do i even call it) and at uni. Its exam season rn and i only have one exam left to take. failed the other one cuz its like architectural drawing and im soooo dogshit at it omg. BUT I WAS A POINT OFF FROM GETTING IT so im pissed off that i didnt. in general classes have been going well. im not amazing at anything but im comfortable with that. ill get good eventually.
Ive joined both an illustration club and a reading club thats moreso a writing club in practice. Im ok with it tho bc its gven me an excuse to start making zines at last!! ive made 2... i joined quite late LOL. The illustration club is lwky hanging on by a thread. ppl got too ambitious and decided on teh first meeting that making a comic would be a great idea.well its been 3 months and we're still brainstorming. its kinda stopped being fun.
ive been meaning to read more but i havent, really. Ill get to it. Ive been able to do a lot of the stuff i wanted to do once settled. Ive switched to linux (finally), and also the zine thing was another thing i wanted to get to doing. I went to a zinefest in like october and i think its kinda changed my life. Ive also signed up for postcrossing, which i had been eyeing for months. Ive sent out like 12 postcards since joining last month and im still waiting on any to arrive to me. well they have but they've arrived over the holidays and ive been back in my hometown between exams so i havent been able to pick them up. in the zinefest i also signed up for a newsletter and i lwky really want to sign up for more stuff like that. its rly fun! Ive been enjoying paper. I started a photo album 4 my memories and ive begun keeping a physical diary, which is partly the reason why blog posts have slowed.
Ive been chilling for the most part. wasnt stressed at all until like a week ago (thx exams) but i also havent been partying at all. NONE OF MY FRIENDS IN THE CITY LIKE TO PARTY it fucking sucks. My cousin (Soda) has been trying to convince me to go to a techno club by myself but im not sure i want to. I MIGHT. but idk. Ive just been running errands and stuff. Ive gone to the cinema a bunch which is exciting, and ive been going to like disc fairs and stuff and ive bought a BUNCH of CDs. (ill get my collections page up eventually). So really the only thing i wanted to do and havent is sign up for a gym. which probably isnt that shocking to anyone but ITS NOT ONLY BC IM LAZY K its cuz a group of ppl i considered acquaintances but dont anymore goes to the one closest to my dorms and idk any other ones. We naturally fell out of contact its not like theres beef i dont think but i rly dont like one of them specifically cuz hes an evil conniving twink who i dont trust and i dont want to run into them!!! i cant help but feel like itd b very embarrassing... maybe next year.
other than that ive been thinking of MORE stuff i want to get doing. I might start a like proper journal when i get home so i can write down ideas. i cant keep saving reels on instagram. i cant. i refuse. IM SO CLOSE TO DELETING INSTAGRAM i genuinely hate it so much i might start lying to ppl and telling them i dont have IG cuz IDGAF anyways point is i want to get better at sewing and also maybe get some piercings and i feel like i should write it down cuz the list of body mods i want to get done grows ever so steadily. OH AND ALSO so i can keep a proper read/watchlist D u h. ANyways as i said rly into paper. ALso i want to spray paint some shit but i need to figure out how to and where to so idk if i will. ALSO i want to grow my hair out and maybe bleach my like roots i fucking guess but idk snzzzz. ive realized im rly scared at the idea of making any significant change to my appearance cuz like what if ppl think im trying too hard to b cool like no i just like looking dope IDK WHY ITS GENUINELY such a paralyzing fear.
im not sure i have more to say. heres to a uh. good year. i hope