໑ 1st T-SHOT + MEETING UP W/ MY TEACHER AND CLASSMATES (A RETROSPECTIVE)

25/07/25

I'm writing this a few days after i actually had my tshot... as per usual i am terrible at atsk management. But I am kinda glad- I can now kinda talk abt the immediate effects of testosterone Ive been noticing lol.

A week before the day of my first shot, maybe a few days more I finally got scheduled for an appointment to discuss HRT with an specialist. If you're in Spain, I was given his name through Fundación Triangulo. Idk if they work country-wide. If you're having trouble finding a specialist in yr area they should b able to give you names. From the time we reached out to my doctor to the appointment being scheduled it might've been a time frame of 1-2 months... anywhere in between. It's been long enough that the timeframe is kinda blurry. I would recommend that u get ur blood checked b4 ur appointment (even if its a month or so before you're scheduled u should be fine, it's what i did). For what should u be checking? uhhhhh idk. When i brought hrt up to my doctor right before i even cintacted my specialist she was like "ok... awesome ill jus...t send u in to get every possible variable checked for good measure". By getting it done upfront u'll save both u and ur specialist some time lol.

The appointment went well, I got what i wanted. He did interrogate me abt my gender journey or wtvr and dysphoria which- yeah, it is part of the job i guess (snore) -But I'm not good at talking abt dysphoria, specially not when my mom is in the room- which she was. and i wasnt going to ask her to get out bc its not that deep, it went fine. The only noteworthy thing that came out of that conversation is that now, the synopsis of my "situation(?)" on the prescription paper i have to show every time i get my shot in by nurses, one of the items listed in that synopsis is that my breasts are underdeveloped. NO THEY ARENT he asked me abt top surgery and i was like "yeah id like it but theyre not big enough to bother me that much". So tl;dr my tits are now medically recognized as small.

Anyways yeah got the prescription paper, and flash foward a week i went to the neighboring city to actually get my shot put in by a nurse lol. They had to put it in my butt apparently????? The doctor told me that upfront so i was ready but Ive never heard of buttcheek T online. I was expecting it to b more painful by the way my doctor was describing it but it was fine. Took a loong time to empty the vial and at one point i couldnt tell if it was the nurse shaking trying to squeeze every drop out of the needle or if it was me. But it was fine until she actually finished and began scheduling my next appointment. THEN i got dizzy lol.

The pain of the aftermath went in waves bro but after like two hours it was fine snzz...... That same day me and my classmates were gonna meet up with my teacher in his flast since he was leaving town. A send off in a way lol. Soo i went over to his place and brought some snacks and my cameras... It was fine it was nice to catch up and he cooked us a FEAST bro. I spilled some of the snacks i brought like a fumbling idiot and i helped clean some of it up but i felt like shit lol. We talked and ate and caught up and ended up playing never have i ever lol. I had to leave a bit earlier than i would've liked to but some of my classmates told me they were going to another town the next day to party some and asked if i would come. I told them that i'd let them know if i figured anything out. And then I didn't not only bc i didnt figure anything out but because i woke up at FIVE PM

Im a lot sleepier since i got on T lol. Idk if its directly related to T or if its more so just yk... that the week inbetween my appoinment w/the specialist and getting the shot in I was going out and getting home at 8am every day lol but that's like yearly routine for me and ive never slept THIS MUCH so idk whats up. The only immediate changes ive noticed is that i think i smell worse (lol) and also a few days after i got my shot my period came and GOD. I usually cramp a lot on the first day but never this much it was SO PAINFUL but like. 2 days later it was completely cleared LMAO so i think the Ts working and I WISH IT WOULD WORK FASTER UGHH!!! im so excited for everything thats to come genuienly. My next shot is in September snzzz. I doubt ill document that one unless something else happens that day lol. anyways yeah :heartemoji: thats how my first t shot went